How to forget.

I takes forever for you to reply my msg. It seems like you went out for a drink with frens.... By the time you reach home it was almost midnite. And you were tired.... Do you know that I miss you??

I just dont know... I was wondering if you have forgotten him. It was his birthday yesterday. I cant bring myself to ask you. I am afraid of the answer. I dont know what should I do. Why do I care about you so much????

Do you know what will happen if you keep on seeing him? But I cant tell you this my dear. Cos I dont think I'm good enough for you. But I also know that you will be hurt again and again if you are with him. Maybe some day you will find someone who is good enough for you.

Maybe only then I can finally let you go.....

I'm Still Missing You

Don't know how many time have I checked my phone today, hoping for a message that will never come. Why do I miss her so much I don't really know. She hasn't texted me for quite some time, but I still keep on checking my phone. Wishing that she still have me on her mind.

Why am I fooling myself???

She cried and I cried with her. And when she is happy, I cried even more. Because she is happy with the other guy. It HURTS.................:(

I wish I was that guy.

Right now I just wish that I could forget her...
Forget that she ever loved me...
Forget everything...
So i wouldn't hurt anymore.

Hurt, hurts and still hurting....

I still miss you dear. I dont think that I'll ever forget you. It just hurts so much when I see you with him. I wish with all my heart that it is me that is with you and not him. But all I can do is trying not to see you two together.

You said that you are hurt when you saw him with other girls. Well my dear, I'm hurt a hundred times more. Well why you may ask... At least he said he loves you, while for me ...
You once loved me. That's why I love you. And I always will my dear... Forever!

I've cried night after night. Hoping that the pain will go away. But my wishes are all in vain. I'm still hurt when i see both of you together.It is becoming unbearable... I don't know what to do. All I know is I dont want to be hurt anymore.

The only way I know is not seeing you ever again. It may hurt but at least it will not hurt as much as seeing you with the other guy. Then i can pretend that you still love me like once you did.