Is this a Threat??

After the meeting last nite:

Hers: I miss you dear. Good nite n sweet dreams. *hugs*

Then I replied that I miss her too.


***7108 01:32:38 29-05-2008
Don be too happy.. Its fake.. She miss u? She's just using you..

My reply: Thanks. Good nite.

***7108 01:36:49 29-05-2008
Thanks? Ur willing to be used by her? How long do you wan to be used by her?


***7108 01:32:38 29-05-2008
Guess u'll be telling her that I texted u.. Thanks anyways..

At this point I tried to call her. But she didn't answer. Then came this sms.

***7108 01:50:31 29-05-2008
If u tell her anythin I won't let go of u..
Are you threatening me now my friend? But I still ignored him. Then came this sms.


***7108 01:54:17 29-05-2008
I just need a little respect from you.. U know that she's still my gf so pls don try to do anything.. I just need a little respect from u.. I'm begging u.. Pls..

Well... She suffered a lot when she is with you. How do I know she is still your gf? She told me you two broke up already. You are dreaming my friend. And maybe so am I.

If only you ask this nicely the first time, I would have ignored your sms. But now I felt like I need to tell her. You have been checking her sms?

What is Love?

Looking at the title would make people think that.... Boring.... Another definition of love. Well, I wont define it cos I really don't know. If it makes me how I feel right now, I'd prefer not to love at all. This past week have been like meaningless to me. It felt like I have lost my will to live. Nothing matters anymore. Food becomes tasteless. it is like there is no more joy in my life. All I keep thinking about is her, her and always her.

It happened suddenly this morning. I was driving to work when I heard the song "You Sang To Me" by Marc Anthony. It brought tears to my eyes. Guess that I miss her so much. I wish i never loved her. But I still do. I just don't know what to do.

Felt like wanna die, but i don't think my death matters to her. I really don't know what to do. I only hope that I can get out of this bottomless pit of despair soon.

I miss you like crazy

It has been a few days since she stops texting me. And when i ask her, she said she need time to be alone. What does it means?

Does anyone knows?????
Does she:
-has problems that she didn't want to tell me?
-really need to be alone?
-hate me?


I miss her so much. And when she said that she needed to be alone, I do what she asked of me. I don't know what else to do. I just wish that she could tell me her problem.

I really miss her. I told her and she never reply.
Oh God how I wish that she'll love me.
Can't think of anything else but her...
I miss her.
I miss her a lot..
I miss her too much...

Someone help me please...