Looking at the title would make people think that.... Boring.... Another definition of love. Well, I wont define it cos I really don't know. If it makes me how I feel right now, I'd prefer not to love at all. This past week have been like meaningless to me. It felt like I have lost my will to live. Nothing matters anymore. Food becomes tasteless. it is like there is no more joy in my life. All I keep thinking about is her, her and always her.
It happened suddenly this morning. I was driving to work when I heard the song "You Sang To Me" by Marc Anthony. It brought tears to my eyes. Guess that I miss her so much. I wish i never loved her. But I still do. I just don't know what to do.
Felt like wanna die, but i don't think my death matters to her. I really don't know what to do. I only hope that I can get out of this bottomless pit of despair soon.
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