I'm slowly getting over her. I still miss her. She is still the first thing that pops into my mind everytime I wake up. But I don't feel as depressed as before.
Maybe I'm getting used to it. At least now I can be happy without her affecting everything that I do. When she stopped texting me, I was really depressed. Life is without joy. Dont feel like I could ever smile. It is a good thing that I have my family. Though they didn't know what was happening, I gained strength from them.
If not then I really think I would have committed suicide.
Actually nobody knows that I loved her. Is that really love? I don't know...
Only recently I told a fren about it. It really helps when you share your problems
with others. But I never share my feelings with anyone. This is my first time.
Now only this blog is the place for me to express my feelings. My only hope is that
nobody I know reads this.
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